I'm not very introspective, but this has been bothering me.
Joe wanted a relationship beyond meeting for sex - I told him to leave.
Josh wanted to define our relationship, in order to take it to the next level - I wouldn't.
All of my single friends, those my age, bemoan the fact that there aren't any available men willing to settle down into a committed relationship.
Why do I attract the few who are?
Why do I shy away once they declare their intentions?
And why shouldn't I? Josh wanted commitment. Yet, when I needed him, after I resigned, that bastard turned away from me.
Elizabeth told me I needed to stop playing the field, to settle down.
Like she lives in marital bliss?
Why did she say that?
Why should I?
Why have I been pondering this?